Grief struggle for words

In grief, sometimes the words are tough to find…So I write. I hope these words help you find your way.

Love Spins Me

My heart breaks open

Grief leading the charge

Time marches on.

So many dreams – Adventures left un-played.

My heart yearns for the connection of yesterday.

So comfortable.

If I can only hold it together…

Then I don’t

I sense your joy and mischief

Your out loud laughter

Oh my heart.

My minds’ will numbed

The timeline of exits uncontrollable

Trying to make sense of the expanse between us,

so thin.

So excited to remember, so my heart never forgets

So excited to forget, that I continue to share

I share because I can

You’ve never been a better listener,

Constant.

Love spins me. I miss you.

My minds eye shares another special moment

Seems like yesterday

How special WE are

Memories so close.

I whisper into your great new adventure

Good Night. I Love you.

I KNOW you can hear me.

I feel it in my soul.

Raising up another coffee cup hello

The continuity of another day.

Hello and Goodbye are never permanent

But love is!